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[Apr. 7th, 2012|12:15 am] |
LIVE WITHOUT REGRETS.
it always lead back if i should go back to training muaythai.
I love the sport with my life. i really do.
but the past and knowing how dirty this sport is. is such a turn off.
and not to mention the commitment that comes along.
I practically spent all my teenage life training for something that i could not achieve.
But now. it sucks so badly knowing that there is nobody i can turn to for advice.
everybody is so biased against it right now.
We shall see where life takes me. See if i stumble back into MT.
Moving along. i read back my old posts. all the way till the end of secondary school days.
mannnn. we have came a long way even though it has been only slightly more than 3 years ago.
and closing the chapter for poly.
a new chapter for uni! |
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[Apr. 6th, 2012|11:42 pm] |
MARCH 2012.
i think i will never ever forget this special month.
Firstly, Gold Coast with TPAM!
it was insanely fun. we visited movieworld, dreamworld and seaworld! even had a special BOH tour.
We even tried out sandsurfing which i loveddddd so much. but the climb up wasnt worth it. i felt like i was about to die.
and with my favourite TPAM classmates!
MABUHAYYYY!
the last lap of polytechnic life seem so easy and fun with them.
cant wait for our chalet next month!
and then followed by BAAAAAAAALI!
this trip was full of sun, sand and... accidents.
the near death white water rafting and seeing shanice blackout all in a day is enough to last me probably a lifetime worth of heart attacks.
i guess this trip taught me to seize the day and just have fun while we are still living.
just live without any regrets.
sooooo after these trips. im back to being a broke ass kid who lives to travel.
gonna drag myself back to work or find a new job.
i think i need another getaway before uni starts( that is if i get accepted)
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[Jan. 10th, 2012|01:22 am] |
2012 is going be my year.
the best year yet.
9days into 2012.
im loving every minute of it.
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[Dec. 31st, 2011|01:54 am] |
A sum up of 2011.
Looking back, it was a amazing year.
My family who is always there for me and who never ever judges me for whatever I do.
Even though this year, there were a few bumps along the way.
I'm sure we are able to pull it through.
And year after year, I only can wish that my grandmother is still around to look after all of us.
2011 started off great with this super fun class.
always down for anything fun.
gained a few good friends.
and then came DAW,
the biggest part of 2011.
the 2 boys who never fail to make me happy.
not forgetting, tim and isham! our legendary team.
of course, its all gone now, only thing left are the memories.
ting's 21st! I love my cousins to bits.
and the trip to Universal Studios Singapore 2011 was the best.
Despite growing up, we are never far away from each other, I could always count on them.
And my 20th birthday!
Was really sad that I fell sick right on my birthday, had to cancel all of my plans that day.
but of course, my babies from DAW came all the way down to surprise me.
Managed to had dinner with my family and joined DAW for the last house for the hari raya visiting.
and meeting hafis for starbucks.
Sweet and with the people i love so much.
Clubbing with my Secondary school mates!
who would have guessed that day would even come!
and of course, it was great seeing everybody in such a long time.
SINGLE CLUBBBBB! :D
At the end of 2011, I declare all of us STILL SINGLE.
We really need to break the damn curse and get attached next year.
Hopefully,it wouldn't be just 5 of us next year!
Fingers crossed.
And it was Emily's wedding!
It was so surreal and heartwarming. Seeing the person whom you grew up with, to get married.
It was my first experience in being a bridesmaid. It was well worth it, seeing how much Emily and Weiming being so
HALLELUJAH.
my post wasn't all lost!
Now, I'm officially writing it on the last day of 2011.
Not forgetting,
My sister from another mother-Reyna le sloth. I love the heart to heart talks, always understanding how I feel and never judging me. Our friendship has been one hell of a roller coaster, but the good times makes it all worth it. kbox, pigging out at anywhere, just being ourselves and not caring what people think and just bumming around starbucks-all we need is a iPad and a good cup of Hazelnut Hot chocolate. i really do treasure our friendship, its awesome I could find someone who the exact same personality and interests as me. To many more of years of our AMAZZZZZZING friendship.
The longest friendship I ever had in my life,Clarabelle Loy! Our passion for traveling, food and being so dependent on ourselves made it possible for making this last. Even though it has been on and off for the last 9years, it has never been awkward between us. Supper nights and the JB trip was good. LETS MAKE OUR VIETNAM TRIP POSSIBLE!
The most unexpected person-Delicia Ang! Its funny how fate can bring 2 people together. Being in 2 very different groups, I love how we make the effort to meet up and its always a good time whenever we meet.
5A1,the class that i love and hate so much. Its like family, no matter how much you say you hate them, we will never separate. But all the nights we met, it makes me all warm and fuzzy inside.
My favorite girl, Lydia. We been apart for most of the time in 2011, its so heartbreaking that we are no longer close. But growing up and chasing our dreams are part of life. Being together in the years that moulded us into what we were, I am sure this is only temporary. It hurts me so much knowing I cannot do anything to help you to recover from that disgusting experience.
As I told you before,'Growing up doesn't mean growing apart. I am always there for you no matter what.'
and for the people who never seem to stray far from my life, SINGLE CLUB!(lets break the darned curse), nicholas lim, vivian, nurul
I love you guys all for making this such a memorable year.
Next year holds many surprises for me. Hopefully, good ones.
2012, LETS GOOOOOO.
please make it as or more memorable for me.
IM GONNA BE 21!
Seeyou guys next year then!
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[Dec. 27th, 2011|09:52 pm] |
god. i hate making life changing decisions.
can somebody just plan my entire life out for me instead. |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2011|12:45 am] |
surrounded by a sea of people.
but also feeling so alone.
so empty. |
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[Dec. 16th, 2011|01:11 am] |
it hurts.
it hurts so bad.
it hurts that nobody is there when I need someone.
it hurts that no one is there to catch me when i fall.
It hurts that no one is there to support me.
it hurts that no one is there to assure me. to tell me that everything is going to be okay.
and the worst of all.
it hurts cos no one actually cares. |
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[Dec. 14th, 2011|11:02 pm] |
I don't know how long will we keep holding on.
All I know, I'm just gonna treasure the remaining time we left before we all crumble apart.
It has been a blast knowing everyone. The best thing that happened to me in 2011.
It was something that all of us could call family.
"Feels Like Home"
Chantal Kreviazuk
Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life
If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I've been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way you've done
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
A window breaks, down a long, dark street
And a siren wails in the night
But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me
And I can almost see, through the dark there is light
Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long I've waited for your touch
And if you knew how happy you are making me
I never thought that I'd love anyone so much
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way the back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
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[Dec. 5th, 2011|11:02 pm] |
ahhh. DAW, how can I even begin.
I was being so ever pessimistic when I was first being posted here.
'how unfair i'm the only intern from SOH while everybody had at least one person to accompany.'
then came the 'since im gonna be here for 6 months, i have to make the most out of it'
boy.oh boy.
That has to be the best decision I've made the entire year.
DAW.
Is more than a family. Gave us somewhere we could call home.Sense of belonging. The best colleagues and friends we could ever ask for. Probably the purest and most genuine people we could ever meet especially in the work environment. and the best of all, it made my 6 months internship doesnt feel like work one single bit!
no matter how demanding and childish I can be, you guys will never be mad and me. Infact, you will be even nicer and make me feel all guilty for throwing a tantrum.
We seen the best of DAW, saw how amazing we worked as a team.
Those who stayed, are struggling to hold the fort together. its tough. but we love the place too much to see it all gone.
Recently, we have bid goodbye to our boys who will be serving the nation.
I'm glad that all of them took the effort to meet us even though they only have barely 2 days to themselves.
In DAW, there is nothing as goodbye. It is only temporary.
We will meet someday somewhere at a certain crosspaths of our life again.
Fate brought us all together.
Once a DAW-ian, always a DAW-ian.
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[Nov. 5th, 2011|01:33 am] |
Best thing that happened to me in 2011.
Once a DAW-ian, always a DAW-ian.
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